My very first student-created gift.
A super sweet pencil holder. :-) I like how my name wouldn't fit around the barrel!
Like all the other things in my life, blogging has taken a backseat to work. I have been working 12-14 hour days and trying to teach five-year-olds how to sneeze into their elbows so I don't get sick. It was another hectic week - one fabulous day followed by one in which I wanted to quit, back to one great day, and then we bottom out again. It truly is a roller coaster.
Yesterday I was very frustrated when I left work. I have never before in my life felt like an ineffective teacher and I couldn't get even get five words out without all crap breaking loose. I called my dad and he told me that I need to focus on the accomplishments the kids have made - no matter how teeny tiny they are. I have a little boy from Burma who just got out of a refugee camp less than 2 months ago. He speaks zero English and I can not imagine how foreign American schools must feel to him. We use a lot of sign language in the room because of language barriers and I have one child who is deaf. Yesterday my little refugee signed bathroom and said, clear as day, "bathroom." I almost starting sobbing. It's funny - you never think you'll get emotional when someone says bathroom. The kid probably thought I was a freak - jumping up and down screaming, YES! BATHROOM! BATHROOM!!! Uh...lady - can I just pee already? Today he said yellow. :-D This is the type of success I see in my room and I need to remember these kids aren't Ivy League college students - they are five-year-olds.
Some funny moments from this week. One of my happy Hispanic children, K, decided to answer the question, "What is the month?" with "Michael Jackson dead." Z. woke up from nap today and told me I looked like a monkey. Q. told me that she had a hard time listening yesterday because she was tired. "My daddy made me stay up all night watching television and I just wanted to go to sleep. Why my daddy be trickin me???" Her mother told me she is in bed each night by 8:00 and her father works the evening shift. My favorite part of today was when O., another Hispanic student, pointed to my stomach and said, "I like the baby in your belly." She was sorely disappointed when I informed her I was, in fact, NOT pregnant - just fat. We had one girl take her belt off in P.E. yesterday and swing it around her head like a lasso. I wrote the parents asking them to send in one SMALL blanket or towel for rest time and all of a sudden our room has turned into the freaking Hampton Inn. We've got pillows, huge fleece blankets, rest mats, stuffed creatures... I shipped them all back home today. Some of those kids looked like they were going to topple over because their backpacks were so full. Lesson to be learned: don't bring sleeping gear that weighs more than you do.
It has been a week since my girls left for Israel. Both Christopher and I miss them so much it's ridiculous. Half of our four-"person/being" family is gone and it's lonely here. Christopher wouldn't turn the fan on for me last night because it reminds him of Rosie (she used to sit in front of the fan in our room when she got anxious). He is very concerned that she may not have a fan in Israel.
The house is extra lonely because Christopher and I do not get to see each other. I leave for work by 7:30 every morning and when I get home I can barely shower and pack my lunch before I crash. He doesn't get home until 11ish and by that point I'm waaaaay past being ready for bed. But since I never see him I try to stay awake and then I end up exhausted the next morning. Bleck. This work stuff is for the birds!
My apologies for the lack of "wedding" substance on my "wedding blog" but nothing has happened in the past few weeks. Well, besides AK calling and reminding me for the 80th time to send in a particular contract. Bleck. Oh well - one thing at a time!!!
Completed classroom library. :-)